Monday, 27 April 2015

Love! Love?

Love! Love?
A storm of emotions was set in me,
As we gazed at each other in glee.
His eyes captured my eyes.
I doubt, something between us lies.
Do we share a relation?
As, to me his smile causes elation.
What is that, that makes me talk to him for the entire day?
"You are in love" is what people say.
Now to me love tales are no more fiction.
His presence is delighting. Has he become an addiction?
Why are my thoughts so tangled?
Do I know? Or I don't.
It is love! Is it love?

Saturday, 11 April 2015

Telling it to Daddy!

It was a fine morning. Daddy was reading the newspaper with his morning tea. I was sitting with him reading a  book.

'Do you know, Mr. & Mrs. Saxena visited us last evening ?' He said without looking off the newspaper.

'Of course I know as I served them tea. But what made you talk of their visit now ?' I replied turning a page of my book.

He pulled down the newspaper and putting off his spectacles said in a chanting tone, ' Mrs. Saxena was telling us both their children are now doctors. Isn't it a great deal ?'

Listening to this I kept my book aside and uttered slowly, ' Is it necessary every one's kids grow up becoming a doctor or something that sounds so socially renowned ? Aren't there enough professions to choose from ?'

I suppose this sentence of mine annoyed him a bit as his reply made the conversation quite serious. 'So can I ask you what are you up for ? What are you choosing from the list you were talking of just now ?'

I kept silent for few minute. Then picked up my book and resumed reading. Waiting for a reply he asked again, 'Is it that you are still thinking of what to choose? Are you confused?

After a few minutes I replied without glancing at him, 'Daddy I want to be a writer. Would that make you unhappy ?'

This was followed by a long silence. Then he came closer to me and said, 'why do you want to be a writer?

Giving him a glance I replied, 'because I look for a better society to live in. And that is only possible when certain changes would be brought to it.'

'And how is your becoming a writer a solution to it ?'

'It is because the way I wish to contribute is through my writing. I want to write to make people aware. Do you know your daughter loves to write ?'

'Well, you never discussed this before with me.'

'I thought you would be disappointed. Are you disappointed now ?'

He kept looking at me while I was still reading. 'So what do you want to write ?'

'A book.' I gave a brief reply.

'And will that make you happy ?'

I looked at him and smiled. He patted my shoulder and said, 'I am as proud as Mrs. Saxena is of her children'. With this he went away smiling.

Wednesday, 8 April 2015

I aspire...

Under the dark sky
Millions of stars shine.
I lie down looking at the stillness of the endless sky.
My eyes filled with aspirations.
Aspiring to rise high.
The constant shine of the stars ignite the spark in me.
Rise from the ashes, be a phoenix.
To rise, I have to begin,
A journey worth undertaking.
No apprehensions. No uncertainties.
As I have a pole star
To guide me, to direct me.
Here, I stand for the inception.
My thoughts so firm and a vision so clear.
With this I begin...
I still lie motionless,
Under the dark sky.
The stars now reflecting what I just dreamt.
A dream, I wish to live.
A dream that will one day be a reality! 

Thursday, 2 April 2015

This time not a request but a revolt !

Topics like "women empowerment" or "women power" have never really inspired me to write. I am always stuck with the questions, are we really oppressed that brings in the word "empowerment" ? Or are women actually marginalized ? But all these notions of mine were quickly altered as I was social networking.

Few days back I got to watch the recent Deepika Padukone's video titled "my choice". I was pretty impressed as the video brought in some rarely discussed issues like "adultery". As soon as this video got record breaking views, what I found as I was scrolling down my Facebook account, was another video completely disrespecting what the former video spoke. I was in a shock when I saw a friend of mine sharing this nonsensical stuff out of sheer ignorance. Well, this was the point when I realized how unaware i was about such high level male chauvinism existing even today in the society. Is it out of insecurity or did it completely wounded the "pious" male ego ? Just one video of a woman saying my choice created aggression among all men to take revenge for revenge.This kind of insecurity " how come women are trying to dominate men in a patriarchal society" is deeply entrenched in their minds. And hence, these notions have to be uprooted.

I am writing this, as my conscience didn't let me ignore what I felt was wrong. Hence, no offences against anyone in particular.